My long term research interests lie in embodied rhetoric and the rhetoric of bodies (not the same thing, promise). This is research I believe is critical to the way we talk about the social construction of bodies through language and vice versa. There are important questions to be asked about how language constructs suitable bodily experiences, especially within the realm of difference. I came to embodied/body rhetorics from Women’s Studies and Fat Studies, where I came to understand the application of queer theory to the body after my own experiences as a self-identified fat woman. Further, I started to see the potential of critique in discourses of disability and Western medicine that create boundaries between and project meanings onto bodies. That said, I wanted to do research that not only facilitated understanding of embodied rhetoric, but I wanted to critique existing written/oral/textual rhetorics concerning the body. Why? Because I’m mad as hell and I’m not going to take it anymore.
That said, there are words I simply will not use to describe my body. Words associated with the body are generally value laden and emotional. There are certain values I choose not to express in reference to the body. For example, I dislike the use of “curvy” or “voluptuous” to describe a fat (female) body because they are justifications through fetishism. It’s ok for this body to be larger because it appeals to a certain kind of person. Likewise, I dislike the use of “fluffy,” implying the fat body is inherently soft and, therefore, less durable than its thin counterparts. These are ideas that would cause me to lead respondents in the words they choose for their own bodies. While these are words I would intentionally omit from any survey, the omission of these fairly common words denotes my bias and skews my results. I would be irritated if my results showed that fetishizing the body made it more socially acceptable or made women feel more comfortable in their bodies. Honestly, I don’t know what I’d do with research like this. If I asked a research question and it led me to results I thought were harmful to participants or fed into hegemonic stereotypes, I would be very, very tempted to chuck the whole project (but I realize this would be very impractical).
As Jen has pointed out in my second blog post, I’m a social constructionist wresting with action research. I mention this here because I’m not sure if I care if I reject conclusions that don’t work for the population being studied. I’m certainly not interested in doing anything that reinforces systems of oppression. I’m not even too sure I care how much my biases or positionalities influence my research. I don’t believe I can be objective; I do believe research should benefit its participants.